A lot of reasons. When I first got here, you told me you were just trying to get your people back. I'd lost almost everyone from Haven so it just... stuck with me. I would've done anything for them back, so I understood what you meant. You danced with me at the masquerade when you totally did not have to at all and I honestly didn't expect you to. Then when I wanted to die, you told me I was needed.
And I don't hold what you have to get energy against you anymore since I know that's just how it is. So like for as much of an asshole as you can be sometimes, you've still been really good to me.
You're my friend. Well. I think of you as my friend but like. You don't have to think the same way.
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A lot of reasons.
When I first got here, you told me you were just trying to get your people back. I'd lost almost everyone from Haven so it just... stuck with me. I would've done anything for them back, so I understood what you meant.
You danced with me at the masquerade when you totally did not have to at all and I honestly didn't expect you to.
Then when I wanted to die, you told me I was needed.
And I don't hold what you have to get energy against you anymore since I know that's just how it is.
So like for as much of an asshole as you can be sometimes, you've still been really good to me.
You're my friend. Well. I think of you as my friend but like. You don't have to think the same way.
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Thank you, then. For your care and your consideration. It's good to know that we have someone on our side.
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but okay
that's enough Real Feelings for one day, if you don't mind
i'm going to go back to pretending I don't have them
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